How Do You Write?

I vowed after translating the majority of my last novel out of notebooks, journals, napkins, and scraps of paper, I’d never hand write another book.  I struggled, at times, to decipher sloppy cursive passages I’d scribbled at the end of a long work day.  After translating most of it and learning the joys of trying not to self-edit as I type (something I’ve already done a million and one times to this simple blog post) I felt comfortable writing at length on my laptop.  Hearing the clack of the keys as my fingers flew in an attempt to capture all of my wild thoughts became a simple pleasure.  A night cap, if you will.

So, why am I drawn to start almost every new project by committing pen to paper?  I’m back in the same tortuous loop of decryption!  It’s laborious.  It almost feels like a waste of writing time.  But is it?  The muses seem to strike best when I’m conversing with my characters and letting their dialogue flow across the page, as though I’m their therapist taking notes while they speak to me from whatever seat happens to be in the room.  I don’t go back and self-edit, it’s more stream of consciousness writing.  In some small way, the same feeling I get from my fingers tapping on keys, I get from keeping my cursive skills alive on the page.

I know I’ll be cursing in a couple of days or weeks when I start my conversion to the computer.  Hand writing anything seems so analog today in the digital world.  Maybe it’ll be a nice keepsake down the road, the scraps of writing from a crazed mind.  And maybe it’ll be fuel for a backyard fire.  Either way, as the ink flows, the hope is the words will too, and then the click of the keys will sound.  All things which equal a happy writer.

Finding Motivation

Quote: You fail only if you stop writing. - Ray BradburyI’ll admit it, I’ve been through a writing dry spell lately.  At least, novel writing.  I still get the same old clips and phrases and prose, which tend to roll out of me when I’ve been inspired by a song or visual stimulation.  (Have I mentioned before I have a love of landscape photography?)  I have started more than 2 novels and have a notebook full of ideas for more novels.  So, why then can’t I settle on one idea?  There are numerous excuses I could post here, including many which would explain my blogging hiatus.  But, at the end of the day, it’s just that I have not cracked my knuckles and felt the keys fly under my fingers as I get a solid idea put on screen.

It’s been a year since I finished my first novel.  A book which took me 5+ years to pluck from the depths of my dreams and believe it was worth telling.  My goal was to complete it by the time I turned 35, the bonus would be if I could find representation and/or a publisher to start the ball rolling on getting it out there to readers.  35 is right around the corner…  I’ve finished and I had Sunday Submissions set aside and somehow, I submitted to Sunday and the craziness of life.  Time to whip myself back into writer shape.  It’s time to really focus and get this going because this dream isn’t going to just come on a fluffy pillow presented by some footman from the days of old.  Nope, this is an elusive one I’ve got to chase down.  The chase is on, my friends.

Motivational Monday

Forward is ForwardI find this one to be very appropriate today.  My notes and writings may be a jumbled mess but at least I’m going.  I’ve worried going back to work would stifle my creativity and ruin my writing time.  I’ll admit I’m pretty tired most nights but I can feel an inking of the writing gene kicking back in.  So, slowly but surely, the next story will come.  I had planned for it to be the next book in my series, however, I think this crazy bird story idea is calling my name. 

Writer Wednesday

It’s Wednesday, right?  I think I might be turning into a pumpkin earlier and earlier at night, this does not bode well for my writing.  What happened to my ability to stay up late and jam to music and write?  Perhaps it went dormant or maybe it’s in a state of shock!  I’m currently working on writing a synopsis as I work toward finding an agent.  The rejection responses (or lack of responses) have started to roll in.  I’m really trying to find the best agent who will appreciate my storytelling voice and the fact I’m not able to pigeonhole my manuscript to one genre.  There are elements of paranormal, sci-fi, and romance in the novel.  But at the end of the day, it’s about character building and layering and hooking my readers into the world I’ve created.  Hopefully, that equates to a marketable audience.  Does anyone else have these kinds of thoughts?  Sometimes I worry I’m on the wrong track and I should have made different edits or cuts throughout the book so it would take on a different tone, but then I wouldn’t have been true to myself and the story I want to convey.  <deep breath>  This is only the beginning of the journey, I mustn’t weight myself down so much with worry.  Time to turn into a pumpkin and work more on the synopsis tomorrow.

Sunday Queries

Time to buckle down and submit another set of queries.  Since my work week is now unpredictable and busy, I think Sunday will be the day to sit down and write and query.  I’m looking forward to trying to find the schedule I’ll need to be a productive writer and member of the Corporate World.  Any suggestions on how you all have found the balance would be great!  Also, has anyone heard or using a My Trending Stories site?  I received an email inquiry from them the other day but I’m slightly skeptical.

Lazy Sunday

e-card: Going to do some gardening today.  I'm going to plant myself on the couch!I’ve missed a few blog updates this week, chalk it up to user error with WordPress.  I’ve posted a couple of things on my Facebook author page, but they’re all coffee related.  Coffee is definitely a staple in my life.  I made the edits suggested by my critique partner earlier in the week and since then, I’ve been letting the book marinate.  I’m surprisingly happy with the emotions and reaction I was able to provoke from my partner.  Now it’s time to re-crack open the book concerning agents and figure out this querying process.  Monday will kick off some serious searches.  But first, time to curl up on the sofa and watch the end of the Olympics.

Writer Wednesday

In speaking with my critique partner, or maybe it was more like grilling with questions, lol, I found out they wanted more about one of my secondary characters.  Granted, this secondary character is crucial to the story and eventually, no matter how much I want to stuff the character in a box, they would eventually get their own book.  I can’t say they’d ever get a happy ever after, it’s just not my style, but they would certainly get a fitting end.  I asked my CP if they thought a novella explaining the character’s circumstanced might have helped them understand the character’s positioning in the book.  My CP said yes and the secondary character lunged for their turn in the spotlight.

I went back through the book, to ensure I got the character’s details correct, and all of a sudden big new ideas started to form.  I heard dialogue first and definitely had curiosity about what my character wanted me to know about them and hear in the scene.  I could glimpse in the distance the cinematic feel to the opening.  And then my character opened their mouth to confront someone and my whole perspective on the character changed.  I’m excited to dive in and see what happens next.

Excitement

I received my first batch of feedback from a critique partner today, it made me smile.  I’ve had about 10 different book ideas in the past 2 weeks, some panning out to 1k word start and some just being a one liner in my notebook. Almost all of them have been opposite genre to my first novel, a bit shocking.  The feedback sent really made me hungry to dive back into my novel’s world and reimmerse myself in it’s world building. My partner helped to bolster my confidence in areas I thought I was lacking and also pointed out the plot line areas where they craved for more information.  I’ll have to wait a few days for the typed notes, but already these characters I’ve loved for so long are getting antsy for another turn on the computer.